Feeling lost...
What happens when the world around you shatters... Where do you go... What do you become... These are the questions that I have found...
Chronicles of a...
I'll let you fill in the blank. As I sit here and look for the words, I feel blank. The last time I took to this space, to these words, I...


When the tide changes you change.
Cracks consumed me. I struggled to hold the pieces together. To feel whole again. But then I stopped. I stopped trying so hard to be...
heartache and loneliness
They always tell you to write about things you know... heartache and loneliness are two things I know well. I sit here today in my home...


Loss is a curious thing...
Tomorrow is always an odd and uncomfortable day filled with memories, love, and sadness. I would have been my dads birthday...but that is...


Here's an idea. Don't be an ASSHOLE
The internet is a great place. It is also the most horrible f'n place. It is a place in which cowards and bullies hide. They troll. They...
My forever friend
Today is your day. I celebrate you. We should be celebrating you. But you are gone and no where to be found. I am searching for the...
Love in every form
Last night we celebrated. We danced. We sang. We loved with childlike joy. Friendship between women is a truly special love. It is a bond...


At the bottom of loneliness we find freedom
Maybe it is at the bottom, the darkest furthest reaches of the well of loneliness that we finally find our freedom. Our air - our breath....


growing up together...
This is my kid. My Totter. My world. We are two peas in a little pod. She is the most amazing human I have ever met. Although I am her...